Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Its a Chemical

I went in for blood at 7am. Nurse called at 8:30am to tell me it only went to 44, to stop my progestrone and that my period should be here in a couple days. I have to go back in on the 17th to make sure the number went down to zero.

And the thing that sucks the most is that I'm on my Washington and I won't see my hubby again till March 14th and I broke the news to him over the phone.

I wish that I could just go home and lay in his arms.

Thanks for all the support you ladies have given me. It has been much appreciated it.

25 comments:

Melanie said...

Came over from Stirrup Queens. I'm so very sorry. And I hate that you're traveling away from your husband right now. Sending you virtual hugs.

Ms. J said...

Oh honey, I am so so so sorry. Especially that you can't be with Adrian for comfort at this time. Is there any chance he could catch a last-minute cheap flight to D.C. for the weekend to be with you? (Just a thought).

(HUGS)

Lisa said...

I am so very sorry. It's all just so unfair.

Kathy V said...

I am sorry you are having such a rough time. Hang in there.

alicia said...

I am so so sorry. (((HUGS)))

Mrs.X said...

I am so, so sorry. It is so difficult, particularly when your hubby isn't around (did that this time - not fun!). Take care of yourself.

Heidi said...

I am so terribly sorry.

BrownEyedGirl said...

My heart goes out to you, in a similar position as you at this moment too. I am so sorry. Take care!

andnotbysight said...

Oh, I'm so sorry! And I'm sorry that you're away from your husband right now. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

soapchick said...

Oh so sorry Tashida. Sending prayers and hugs to you.

Ms. P said...

I am so so sorry that you are going through this and that you can't be home with your husband for support. The whole thing is incredibly unfair. Will be thinking about you. Take care of yourself.

wanda said...

Oh Tashida.....:( I'm so sorry to hear the sad news. I know you are extremely heartbroken and on top of that to be away from Adrian during this time. My heart is aching for you. My thoughts and support go out to you. You know how you can reach me.((((((HUGS))))))

Kymberli said...

Tashida, I am so sorry. You and Adrian will be in my prayers.

Pamela Jeanne said...

Sending some support your way. Wish I could do more than offer words...

Jennifer said...

Tashida-
I am so sorry. You and your husband are in my prayers. Please sweetie, keep your head up.

FiestyKel said...

I am so sorry for your loss :(

jp said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.

Heather said...

I'm so sorry, Sweetie. I've been at work all day and just now got to check in on you.

Oh, I wish you could be with Adrian. You shouldn't have to go through this alone (well, alone physically).

Elizabeth said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. How especially difficult to be away from your husband right now. I wish this wasn't happening to you.

Kenya said...

So sorry. You're heading my way in sorrw. So so sorry.

La La said...

Oh sweetie, I am so very sorry. I wish that I had words to make you feel better. ((hugs))

isn't it pretty to think so said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how difficult it is to go through a loss. Sending healing thoughts your way.

Rachael said...

I'm so sorry to hear this.

Dooney's Mama said...

I'm really sorry but continue to trust in God.

Ms. J said...

Tashida, honey, are you back from your trip yet? I'm sure I speak for many of the bloggers when I say that I have been thinking about you, and wondering how you and Adrian are doing?

Even if you don't feel like writing today, know that there is a lot of love out here for you. (HUGS)