Monday, March 17, 2008


I want to thank you all for your kind words and support.

I am back from my trip and was so glad to come back home.

I surprised myself at how well I handled the chemical, I didn't even cry about it and after everything I've been through with TTC, breaking down crying has always been my way to voice my frustrations.

Its actually kind of scary the way I handled it, I thought that it would really hit home and effect me, but I guess because the numbers started so low that I never really allowed myself to accept that I was pregnant. I guess the good thing now is that I know I can get pregnant which has never happened our past five years of trying.

Well DH and I decided that we've had enough with TTC for a while and we're just going to enjoy life and live it to its fullest then pick the TTC thing back up in a few years.

My birthday is June 7th and I'll be 26 and our 5 year wedding anniversary is June 14th and we spent our honeymoon in Negril, Jamaica. This year for our anniversary we will be in Montego Bay, Jamaica from June 8th - 15th! It will be a great break for us and I'm so looking forward to it. Next June I'm looking into planning a trip to Paris, then June 2010 a trip to Africa. So I plan to keep us occupied!

Sorry I just left everyone hanging....I just didn't have anything to write.....wasn't sure what I was feeling....I'm sure you all can relate!


Kenya said...

So glad you checked in. And I am envious of your travel plans. Great idea to take a break of TTC. The peace will be good food for the soul. Keep us posted please, and post lots of pics of your travels.

Ms. J said...

Your travel plans sound wonderful. We went to Montego Bay back in 1997, when we were dating. Really enjoyed it.

I am in awe of your strength and resilence. You are amazing.

I hope that you will still be blogging, even if you are taking break from the trying.

soapchick said...

Glad you are doing well. I wish you and your hubby all the best on your journey. Enjoy your travels!

Susan said...

Tashida, I admire you and your drive and commitment to TTC. You are a strong woman and a blessing to us all here in IF blog-land. I wish you the best in your upcoming adventures. Have a ginger beer for me when you go to Jamaica.

Bless up, sister!

Heather said...

I hope you have a great trip and birthday/anniversary celebration!

Taking a break can be great!

La La said...

That sounds like a PERFECT plan! Enjoy your vacation, enjoy your wonderful husband, and take great care of yourself hun!