Saturday, April 11, 2009

Ramblings

Huummm...

I wanted to get on here and say something but not sure what.

Definitely thank you all for your well wishes and congrats. It means a lot!

I just wish that I could breath easy and know that this is truly it and I can rest assured that I am pregnant and all is going well. But that is so hard.

I wish that I could look in my insides and see exactly what is going on in there. I just have to have faith and trust in God that this IS IT for me....that is IS MY TURN.

But man....the wait is hard!

13 comments:

La La said...

I know, it IS hard. Hang in there hun. ((hugs))

Michele said...

The wait is killer! It drives me nuts in between u/s, just to know what is going on! There is never a dull, all-must-be-okay, moment. But keep your chin up! Things are going so well and we just have to keep focused on the positive!!!

Rose's Daughter said...

I know. Don't you just wish that you could have something like a nanny cam on the inside that you could jsut glance at several times a day just to make you feel better?
Hang in there!

Soapchick said...

Praying hard that this is your turn Tashida!!!

Christina said...

Its very hard. You won't believe it until you have your baby in your arms. Just trust that everything is going good, you have a nice strong beta which is awesome! Hang in there sweets. Love ya!

wanda said...

As you said you have to have FAITH and TRUST in GOD. I know its hard with your history but you must enjoy this precious gift that is growing inside of you. This is it. Your #'s are great and you have tons and tons of prayers going up. Easier said then done but relax and enjoy. Monday those #'s are going to be sky high. Love ya and I'm hoping for a girl.:)

K said...

I know the wait fo rthe U/S sucks. Congratulations!!!!

Roni said...

I am so happy for you! And I totally understand how hard the waiting is - the worry never goes completely away but I really hope that you get good reassurance as you go forward between u/s, doctor visits and the doppler when you get a bit further along.

Congratulations!

Where's my miracle? said...

I hope that this is i tfor you girl. I know the wait is terrible, but stay positive. Only good things are to come!

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Donna said...

I hear you!!! I am just counting down the days until the 1st ultrasound!!!

Boa said...

I know its hard. But believe it, THIS IS IT MAMMA!!!praying for you and your miracle!

FeyIndigoWolf said...

I bet you wish you could just go to sleep and wake up when you're hugely pregnant and it's safe. I know I've felt that way sometimes. Hugs to you.