Saturday, May 9, 2009

8 weeks

So I haven't done this on here....meaning talk about myself and this pregnancy in the same post. The good news is I have not saw red blood since Thursday morning. I have had some dark brown spotting but not much and I feel much better with dark brown than I do with bright red.


Bed rest is a little harder than I thought it would be. If I wasn't required to stay in one spot I probably would be lounging the whole weekend anyway....but just the knowing I'm not suppose to do nothing just makes me a little more restless.


Yesterday I hit 8 weeks. I just say wow 2 months down already and I still haven't fully accepted that this is for real. I hate that infertility steals so much from you, but hopefully I will feel enough peace to actually enjoy this pregnancy before I blink my eyes and its almost over. I've waited my whole life to be pregnant and feel the joys of pregnancy and now because of my history I'm too guarded and scared to let myself enjoy it. Hopefully soon though....that is my prayer, because I refuse to allow the devil to still my joy from this. So I just keep telling myself....my LO will stick, my LO will be born healthy and strong. I have to tell myself this many many times a day. But whatever it takes to help keep the faith....I will do.


8w0d:


I wanted to wish all the Mother's a Happy Mother's Day and send all my love to those still waiting!

12 comments:

Wishing 4 One said...

What great news 8 weeks. Just found you today on another blog, funny never ran into you before? I know we are just too many IF-ers sadly huh? Anyway congrats on 8 weeks girl and happy early Mothers Day.

Molly said...

Happy Mother's day, T !! See I told you, the bleeding will stop ! you have exactly same pattern like I did and look, all worked out for me and it will for you too

Rose's Daughter said...

8 weeks is wonderful!!!! You look great!

Christina said...

Do this EVERY WEEK!!! I am so glad I did!! You look beautiful!!!!

K said...

Such an amazing belly shot. Happy Mothers Day!

Flower said...

Looking good girl!

Happy Mother's Day

Tiffany said...

Happy Mother's Day! Wow, how long we have waited to hear that huh?

Mom 2 Twin Boys said...

OMG I am just seeing this now congrats on the pg and hitting 8 weeks.. I am so happy for you..

Alicia_B said...

Happy Mother's Day!!!!

Amy said...

What a cute little bump!

Michele said...

A beautiful bump and I'm so happy for you! Yay that the bleeding stopped!

JenDiahann said...

Aw...look at that lil' bump! I'm so happy for your Tash! XOXO