Wednesday, August 27, 2008

8DP4DT - 12DPO - Made the decision

Well same ole same ole for today. More testing and more waiting. However, I did finally make the decision to do my beta on Friday. If only my life was as easy as the fertiles who get a positive pregnant test and that's it, no worries at all, they are pregnant. Not after dealing with IF, getting a + test is only the beginning. Now you have to wait and see if the test gets darker, then you have to get a + beta and wait to see if the beta doubles, then you have to get an ultrasound and hope and pray that you see a heartbeat. The worry after dealing with IF never ends. But I decided to go ahead and go in on Friday. I figure that my test are looking very 'pretty' and I'm anxious to know where my numbers are! I'm praying for a great result! Maybe then I will actually be able to say the words I'm p-------. Then the 4 day wait for my next beta to make sure that it rises properly. Uggghhh another issue with IF....always waiting!



I said I wasn't going to post any pics today because I didn't want to bore you all to oblivion, but I guess I will for people like me who spend countless hours on the computer googling different topics and trying to find what other's test look like and what their beta number was with said test.



The p.m. test are after holding my 'P' for an hour. The Equate was disappointing though it looks exactly like yesterday's test. But old faithful FRER is looking good:

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Looking dynamite if you ask me!

soapchick said...

Praying for a fabulous beta Tashida! Way to go girl!

Ms. J said...

wow, girl, those lines are lookin' goooood to me!

You are right, though, IF robs us of worryfreedom that the non-fertility challenged seemingly enjoy. GRRRRR!!!

Michele said...

My fingers are so crossed for you right now! We are in the same stage and it is so nerve-wracking. My prayers are going to God for you now!

g said...

WHOOOHOOO!!! cant wai to hear those high numbers!!!!!!!!!! ;)

Jennifer said...

Girl!!!! That test is definetly positive, dont worry about your numbers they will will be fine. CONGRATS!!!!!!!