Well not good news for me. Did my ultrasound, ovaries are swollen as they should be after what they've been through. Small pockets of fluid around them but not much. No fluid up around my lungs which is good. Met with my RE who I didn't even know would be at that office today. Said because of how things looks on the ultrasound and how I am feeling he would be [i]tempted[/i] to transfer 1. I was like what....one?!? I was like how we go from 3-5 to 1? He was like I don't want you to get sick and because of your levels I'm afraid to transfer two or more and you get pregnant with twins or more and then get really sick and end up in the hospital. He was like how you feel about that. I said I feel like transferring one will be a waste of time after I've already had 6 good quality Blast transferred and nothing to show for it, so how am I supposed to believe that one would do the job. He said I understand your concerns but we have to look out for your health. He said we need to think with our head and not our heart and I want you to pregnant just as much as you want to be. Then he got on the FET bandwagon again and asked how I felt about that. I told him I already told you its not something I want to jump to do because its using 2 attempts out of my four and given my history I feel like I need to hang on to all of them utilizing them wisely. He said well it all depends on how your blood work comes back. If it comes back normal or very close to normal I may consider transferring one or two at the most but I would prefer one and I know you would prefer more. He said but if it is abnormal we will freeze all and do a FET.
Ugghhh so now I sit here in limbo again just waiting on the call to see if I'm cancelled or not.